Smoke and Water

Hey yesterday evening I wrote something new because it was a very strange day. I'm not gonna explain but I wrote this while I was on influence of some shit so it can be strange. If it is, then it describes my day perfectly.


Blue smoke beneath the fire sky,
Drowning my skin al onto my last hit.
Hiding the empty truth of you and me,
Where I sad at the lake of al forbidden memories.
Excepting the only sorrow I had, while the smoke fades out my veins.
Holding on to my last hit, falling like waterfalls, hiding my shame.
All the time thinking of the deep green lake, reminding me the past.
A secret so cold and sober, falling down so now everyone can pick up the pieces,
Everything fades out over the world,
Like the smoke falling in grace around my body.
My emptiness is killing me into schizophrenia,
Who am I? What do I want? Who are you?
Drowning my mind with questions and spread of other influences.
Now the dry smokes slowly kills my last lung
As I fall to the ground in my pathetic shame of love and lost.


Okay like the title of the message says so is the title of the poem: Smoke and Water

Thanks for reading (:

Night Sky

And after a while I'm back to write a poem. I'm sorry. I'm very busy with my study and work. I now work as a journalist for http://www.voetbalcentraal.nl/ <-- read for sure if u like football (: Well now I'm gonna start with something new. Let's see...


All the darkness around me
Creeping up on front of me and stealing
the sunlight for stars, shining up at the heaven sight.
Perfect with a full moon to repossess the everlasting emotions
Not thinking just living under the night sky
And pretend..
That everything I said was right and everything I thought wrong..
Just laying under the stars
Pretending to be the best you'll ever have..


Okay I really like this one.. I'm gonna call this one Night Sky (:

Thanks for reading!!!
Bye<3

Starting Again

Sorry for this goddamn late post, omg haven't written in such a long time, sooo bad O: well I'm gonna try for something new, I'll start now.

Up to my beginning
Of the end.
My new start to a new life
A life full of my passion
A life I will remember till the day
That I die and memories will follow.

On long way of 10 years searching
Crawling, falling and standing up.
In the end I finally came to my destination.
You, that or maybe everything around?
The day I'll end this, I'll start..

After the coming 4 years,
I'll start again a new life.
Followed out my past
And doing it for all the other years I live.
And hopefully I'll make it a long way.
Not a day..

Okay I'm gonna title this: Starting Again (:
Thanks for reading and hopefully a new poem soon c:

Bye ;D

Easy

Hey guys I'm sorry long time that i finally post something new again :) But I have inspiring moments so I'm gonna share it with you guys! I hope you like it!

Even when things get to hard,
When you think it's over now,
It's too late..
Tell me this is the end..
I can't take it anymore,

My thoughts made it quite easy for me,
I relax, take life as it is and see what comes next.
I just take it easy.
Don't show it, if it gets all too easy,
It will take you!

Every time I hear, focus!
Nowadays I dream, easy!
Take it easy, before easy takes you..
I swear, that it does matter,
Relax, don't stress!!

Okay I'm gonna call this on: Easy

I hope you liked it!!
Thanks for reading and feel free to comment (:
Bye<3

My Argue

Hey guys, this eve I wrote a new poem (: it's for someone special that asked me to write it. It's called My Argue and I really hope you're gonna like it.


For what is this argue needed?
I say my statement,
But not understanding they always discuss.
They lock up my words like they haven't been said..

Why is it so hard to shut up?
Don't they understand I have a life outside?
All alone I walk back to my room.
There's no need to defend when I'm weaker..

I wished it could stop,
That my life would be accepted
And that this endless time could have an end..
Then I could rest finally peaceful.

Will this time please stop?
I wish I could express myself to them,
So they would know what I've been through
And that this doens't help me..

Like always my argument has been rejected,
They say it's not to the point of this argueing..
I hate it, could they please shut up?!
I'm done with it, let it please come to an end..


Okay that was it, thanks for reading and please comment (:

xxx

Sunset

Yes guys I haven't been posting in a while but I found a poem I wrote at a beach nearby my house and I thought it was really nice to share with you guys (: By the way, I'm busy to write some stories for a competition of writing in my country and it's all in dutch so google translate is needed when you're reading it(A) this poem is just in English, it's called Sunset:


I feel alone,
lost and confused in my mind
Where are you, when I need you so bad..
A new day will kill me without you.

Every time when the sunset comes,
I know..
Yes I know, I will
be another day without you..

So dark and cold..
My heart is still beating,
the sun rises
And my heart beats less by the second..

You have to know I need you
Time erases every memory..
Time makes me lose control
And I die inside..


Thanks for reading and feel free to comment (:

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Paper Without Words..

Hey guys, yesterday evening I couldn't think of anything for a new poem, though I made a new one with some fresh inspiration, I hope you really like it (:
It's called Paper Without Words


My pen stopped writing,
Though the ink is still rolling through its plastic..
My head is spinning and cracking on my thoughts,
Where do I even live for?..

I’m in so much emptiness,
The matter of life, what is it? What does it mean?..
My goal is my passion,
But what if I can’t get words on paper?

My soul is alone, a paper without words,
Lifeless and not fed with attraction..
Like pretty curly words on paper,
I need a perfect soul mate to color my life..

I keep on hiding for the truth,
‘Cause I know I’m alone,
I don’t deserve anyone
And my deepest fears the only ones are next beside me..

I fear darkness, shadows, fainting..
Losing sight from the light..
My passion.. I need it, my light..
But it’s just an empty mind, out of inspiration...

My life.. No color, no future,
Unless I live in the present, the past follows me,
Just an empty dark side, I faint away,
Back to my paper without words…


Okay thanks for reading and feel free to criticize n.n

Bye<3