Paper Without Words..

Hey guys, yesterday evening I couldn't think of anything for a new poem, though I made a new one with some fresh inspiration, I hope you really like it (:
It's called Paper Without Words


My pen stopped writing,
Though the ink is still rolling through its plastic..
My head is spinning and cracking on my thoughts,
Where do I even live for?..

I’m in so much emptiness,
The matter of life, what is it? What does it mean?..
My goal is my passion,
But what if I can’t get words on paper?

My soul is alone, a paper without words,
Lifeless and not fed with attraction..
Like pretty curly words on paper,
I need a perfect soul mate to color my life..

I keep on hiding for the truth,
‘Cause I know I’m alone,
I don’t deserve anyone
And my deepest fears the only ones are next beside me..

I fear darkness, shadows, fainting..
Losing sight from the light..
My passion.. I need it, my light..
But it’s just an empty mind, out of inspiration...

My life.. No color, no future,
Unless I live in the present, the past follows me,
Just an empty dark side, I faint away,
Back to my paper without words…


Okay thanks for reading and feel free to criticize n.n

Bye<3