101 Words to tell the world how I feel

Yes guys, the 101th post of me, I'm inspirated so I wanna write a poem to you.
In this part of my life I'm having a hard period so don't shock by the probably kinda depressing texts..
Here it comes, I'll title it after the poem:

In dreaming,
I'm guiding myself to solutions,
Solutions for the restoring of the past,
But my dreaming leads me to new fears..

I'm guided to a deep forest,
Cold, dark and awkward,
Where to go,
Memories of the past keeps reminding me..

A new start isn't coming closer,
The edge is falling and sucks me towards the fear,
My new generation is lost,
I can't let go..

My dreaming is leading me,
Just to a new nightmare,
A nightmare that comes true in my life,
And will keep me at the bottom of my feelings...


Okay I have to call this: Fear Dreaming!!

It's a good poem and describes good my fears at the moment with a little mystery behind it..

Well thanks for reading and bye<33