Shipwreck

In this moment I feel
like a shipwreck.
Lost and drowned to the bottom of the sea.
Under the eyes of everyone around me,
but no-one that can do anything about it

In a volume of water, that could be my tears
I'm crying out of my eyes right now.
Isn't there anyone that could get
this all along sailing ship back up
It's impossible to be all alone
down under.

Contrast

Picked up as a rock
Dropped down as an empty can
Never seen by the eyes of beauty
Always been set in the filthy corner

Smiled bright like no-one ever could
Cried like heaven in the autumn
Never been loved
Always revolved around in hate

Said the kindest things, a friend could wish
While hearing he's just not human-like.
Never had friends
Always had the attention

This is the story you wish no-one could have,
but the reality is that this was about me.


- WritedownYouri

Free fall

And after a while I thought this was it,
but nothing was more true than the opposite.
Again and again I fell to the floor.
I can't stand up again forever, isn't there anyone?
Anyone that would catch me when I fall.

Catch me, my life is a free fall!
I got dropped in the bottomless gap.
I got stamped on and humiliated.
Baby please, this is my last request...
Pick me up, I won't climb anymore.

Thanks furrr reading ;-)

Angel

Finally I want to write again, after a long time I finally know something to write.


After all that blind searching,
in the distance of nowhere.
I saw the bright light of forgiving,
an angel appeared on my sight.
She had been my guidance to luck,
she still is and will always be,
the angel is the one thing I always wanted.
"Angel guide me towards an endless period with you and me.
Angel show me the things I've never seen.
Angel you are the sun in the great universe."
So it was said and so it was done.
Angel and I never left paradise again.


Thanks for reading, I call this one Angel.

Nameless

There are so many things to tell you,
But too less to explain.
Girl I just wonder...
Would you remember my name?
With or without you
I keep on dragging myself, I'll continue.
So where's the fire and where's the rain?
Follow my tears, you'll see, this is no game.
Will you keep in the fight with yourself? Please see
Girl I just wanted to tell you...
I'll be there for you, can you see me?

12-02-2012

I think of you and I'll fight for you, the least thing I could do. ~ Youri Bakker

Smoke and Water

Hey yesterday evening I wrote something new because it was a very strange day. I'm not gonna explain but I wrote this while I was on influence of some shit so it can be strange. If it is, then it describes my day perfectly.


Blue smoke beneath the fire sky,
Drowning my skin al onto my last hit.
Hiding the empty truth of you and me,
Where I sad at the lake of al forbidden memories.
Excepting the only sorrow I had, while the smoke fades out my veins.
Holding on to my last hit, falling like waterfalls, hiding my shame.
All the time thinking of the deep green lake, reminding me the past.
A secret so cold and sober, falling down so now everyone can pick up the pieces,
Everything fades out over the world,
Like the smoke falling in grace around my body.
My emptiness is killing me into schizophrenia,
Who am I? What do I want? Who are you?
Drowning my mind with questions and spread of other influences.
Now the dry smokes slowly kills my last lung
As I fall to the ground in my pathetic shame of love and lost.


Okay like the title of the message says so is the title of the poem: Smoke and Water

Thanks for reading (:

Night Sky

And after a while I'm back to write a poem. I'm sorry. I'm very busy with my study and work. I now work as a journalist for http://www.voetbalcentraal.nl/ <-- read for sure if u like football (: Well now I'm gonna start with something new. Let's see...


All the darkness around me
Creeping up on front of me and stealing
the sunlight for stars, shining up at the heaven sight.
Perfect with a full moon to repossess the everlasting emotions
Not thinking just living under the night sky
And pretend..
That everything I said was right and everything I thought wrong..
Just laying under the stars
Pretending to be the best you'll ever have..


Okay I really like this one.. I'm gonna call this one Night Sky (:

Thanks for reading!!!
Bye<3